Well. I know. I still survive to get rid feeling from jer.
But he come to me unexpectedly.
I remember that time. Theres a message (social media)
"hey its me dan. Lets hangout."
I need several hours to think. In my head theres a question like "do i really know him?" "how he can got my num?" "should i say yes to him?"
But. I see his profile pict.
And such a cute guy. With big smile. And beautiful eyes. And dark blonde hair.
Fix. I never knew him before.
But. That time. I feel so fucking pissed off.
So, i say yes with that hangout offering.
And. He said. He gonna picked me in grand indonesia. So i waited for hime there. With my big pack bag. And no makeup. Like shit.
He looked shock when he see me that time.
I know. Maybe he expected that iam. Such girly girl.
Then. We picked the cab.
We go to beer garden, sarinah.
I got my gin. He got his beer.
Were sooooo happy. We killed the night by had a good deep conversation.
What i knew from that night is.
32 yo
Ducth
Civil engineering. Drawing
3 y already here
Pondok indah
So. We had blast that day.
We texting. All day.
Till we arranged another meeting together. About. Movie.
Like friday noon. Grand indo. 7pm
I dressed up like i never been before.
Soft Pink satin dress. Jeans jacket. Heels. Up do hair. Makeup.
I arrived by 5pm. Starbuck. Grand indonesia.
5, 530, 6, 630, 7, 730
Hes not showed up.
I being a bit upset.
8
I ask him.
"where r u?"
He said. "So sorry nancy. Cannot meet u. As i dont feeling well"
....
That time. I such got shot in my eyes. That make me cry. And i get into the cab.
Crying in the cab. Soooo upset. And i tokd to my self.
Dont ever text or decided to meetup with this shit.
Then. Another day. He dont text me.
Another week.he dont text me.
....
I feeling suspicious.
Curious.
Then i text him first.
"how it is? Already okay?"
And he reply fast.
And we chat again everysingle day.
I dont ask him for meeting up. As im afraid it will be another fucking sad story.
I remember. I just leaving grand indo. And got into cab. Going to home(bintaro). He text me.
"hey where r u, whats your plan tonight?"
"fine. Nope"
"thinking about having dinner with you. Possible?"
"i got it already. Just leaving Gi to home now."
"where r u now?"
"almost arrive bintaro in few minutes"
" tell to the driver. Got back to citos. See youthere"
"limited money. Cannot"
"do not worry"
So. The driver turn back to citos.
And he wait me there already
With bald head. And office look. And big smile.
Aaaaaaaa i so happy that time.
He hug me.
So. We had dinner ( well it just. Choco lava cake. And cheese cake and cocktails)
We chat and laugh.
So i said to him.
"need to leaving by now."
"bye"(kissed cheek)
I get into cab.
Blushing
When i get into the cab. My battery of phone is critical. And dead few minutes after.
I arrived home. Charged my phone. Doing some stuff.
After finish ready to bed time
I turn on my phone.
Theres alot of missed calls.
From him.
And he callingme again.
I pick the call.
He said " im worried about u. Home already? "
"yeah i am"
"lets continue by text"
Aaaaaaa such a sweet guy
